04/19/98Hello all!
| I haven't written much recently because nothing really noteworthy has happened and I'd really rather not bore you. Classes are going well. Home life is okay. I saw my parent and godparents over Easter with Elliott and there were no major problems. All my friends are doing well and I've only had to threaten a choice few with death if they did pull their heads from their rears (namely Liz's ex-boyfriend who is still drooling over her). I went to see Elliott for a few days. It was nice to just up and leave school in the middle of the week. I have come to realize what a difference he has made in my life. I've always been one of those goal oriented, self focused, assertive, confident kind of girl. And then Elliott came along and I have discovered I am a romantic fool just like everyone else. He looks at me and I swoon, he calls me and my heart skips a beat, he touches me and I can see our white house and picket fence and dog and such. I could care less about money, career as long as I am with Elliott, i don't care. My nonchalance scares me but why have lots of things but not be happy. Waking up in Elliott's arms is what I want out of life, nothing more. We laid in bed this morning and he was rubbing my arm with the slightest touch and I knew contentment. I am just baffled by my emotions. This just isn't what I had in mind a year and a half ago when I first started fooling around with Elliott. It was so casual and "friendly". And now, it's hard for me to conceive of a life without him. | And then Elliott came along and I have discovered I am a romantic fool just like everyone else. |
Oh well, I'm rambling and I am sure that no one out there really cares about my gushing. Until next week.........
veronica
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