This is really annoying me though: I have never been so completely ambivalent about a guy before. I am not usually this indecisive. I don't want to break things off and then wish I hadn't...nor do I want to show interest and then hurt him by backing off.
Well, tomorrow night is the Delta formal. I bet if he had the balls to kiss me for no real reason last night, he will attempt at least as much tomorrow night. However, I'm sure he will be a perfect gentleman about it. He'd better be.
I am SO hungry. I am a Roman Catholic, and since it is a Friday during Lent, I can't eat meat (fish is permitted, but I don't like fish). Not only that, I can't eat dairy products because of an antibiotic I am taking. That doesn't leave much. I had a salad and a veggie burger for lunch...yuck. What I wouldn't give for a big steak and a pint of Ben & Jerry's Chubby Hubby!
In case you don't live around here, the weather is absolutely BEAUTIFUL. It was probably about 70 degrees out today, not exactly seasonal for mid-February in Virginia. It's been like this for 3 days. It's absolutely impossible to get any work done. However, it looks like it is going to pour any minute now...
I wonder if all of this conflict between Caitlyn and Courtney is over. I hope so. I actually considered taking a little leave of absence from the site, because I don't want to take sides or be involved in any way, shape, or form. In my last post I wasn't trying to take sides at all...I was just trying to make a statement about anonymity and how hard it is to write an interesting post sometimes! But all of this conflict is becoming very stressful for me. I love them both. I'm such a pacifist...I hate it when people don't get along. And I was becoming increasingly afraid that I would have to take sides, not on-line but in real life. You can't go off on someone in writing and then expect to be civil to each other in person, obviously. So I thought I would take a break from the UC. But instead of doing that, I'll just state that I am wonderful friends with both Caitlyn and Courtney in real life, and whatever happens between them will not affect my opinions of them. So with all that off my chest, I'll just keep posting...
Have a great weekend! And David B., thanks so much for the virtual bouquet...I had never even heard of that and it made my day! :)
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