I knew I'd be first to cave. I knew I'd be the first to want to put something in writing and get it back on the site. I just don't like seeing all those dark windows, ya know? It just bothers me.
Things have been very complicated recently. I didn't exactly plan for them to be this complicated, but who ever does, right?
A friend of mine is doing stuff that I wish she wouldn't. We're close, and so it really bothers me that she's setting herself up to be hurt. And hurt badly. I can see it coming. Yet by saying something, I almost seem to put myself in the place of making her choose. And that's not what I'm trying to say.
Needless to say, I come off like a total bad guy in this whole thing. Nothing I can do is quite right, and so I'm just gonna come off bad I guess. But she's gonna get hurt... And I really don't want to see that happen.
I think one of my other friends isn't speaking to me over this deal. Yet another thing that's bothering me.
I sat in IRC today and chatted with some of the regulars around these sites, and it kinda helped. It's always nice to have those extra perspectives. Thanks to Bishop, PaulC, and Angel, as always. It's nice to see you guys online every so often. And yes, you can catch me on IRC. I use the Undernet... Look for "DJDave".
And, to top everything off, I move in two days. This Saturday. I leave Southern Virginia behind, and move to Northern Virginia. Yet something else to contend with.
I vote that this sucks. Especially coming off a good Memorial Day weekend... Where I spent it with my family... and others did more crazy things.
Thank goodness I stayed at home.
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