Caitlyn Boyd
September 25, 1996
Hey everyone- how is everything going? I personally am going through a
hell period right now. I have my Anatomy exam on Friday and I know
absolutely nothing for this exam. What is worse, it is after 11pm on
Wednesday and I have studied, but only a little. I am going to die on
Friday- I don't even want to think about it. Then next week, I have two
tests and a presentation. On Tuesday, I have a test in my Contemporary
Issues in Japanese Society and on Wednesday I have my Anatomy Lab test.
By the way, Wednesday is all my 21st birthday. Yeah! I will finally be
legal- very exciting stuff!!:-D But I can't go out on Wednesday becasue I
have a government presemtation on Thursday. Paul is taking me out to
dinner on Wednesday though so I guess that sort of makes up for
everything. Then on Thursday everyone will go out so that should be fun.
I feel very stressed right now so this post will probably be sort of
short.
I have a slight problem that I am mulling over. My sorority pledge formal
is in October and Paul is going to be the DJ. Some may think this is a
bit strange- but really it is for the best. When Paul isn't the DJ, the
music absolutely sucks and I have the worst time. Then I also have to
listen to Paul bitch at me because I am not having a good time. So if he
is the DJ, the music is great and I don't have to listen to him bitch at
me. Actually, at one of our other formals, he was the DJ and I had a
fantastic time- or at least that is what everyone tells me. I was really
drunk because I knew I had to dance by myself the entire night- to do
that, even I would have to be drunk. Don't get me wrong, I love Paul and
all, but after almost two years, things can get a little redundant. This
way, I can be with Paul when I want and dance with someone else when I
get bored. I think it is the best of both worlds. This year I was going
to ask someone to go with me though and dance with me when Paul wasn't
dancing with me. I thought Pam was going to ask Jack, and since Pam and I
are pretty close and Jack is just great, I was going to ask her if I
could kind of share him. But then someone else asked Jack to go to the
formal and I don't think she would be the type to share. I think she
really likes Jack and he is not sure what he feels. For Jack, this is an
encouraging step. Normally he finds fault in a girl before they even go
out. So now I don't know what to do. I could always take Jack's brother
but he doesn't really dance so what would be the point? I could take Bill
but since he has been dating Dana, he is kind of boring. Sorry- boring is
the wronmg term- he has been very focused in all of his thinking. And
besides, we are not getting along right now. So I have no options but not
having Paul as the DJ would be worse.
Before I fail out of school- I need to study for Anatomy. See y'all
later. Buh-Bye:)
Caitlyn
cxboyd@maila.wm.edu
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