Hey everyone- how are you guys doing? I decided to write an unscheduled post because I really need someone to bitch to. All of my friends that I was previously bitching to are tired of me so I must vent elsewhere.
My appartment mate Kate is annoying me again. I know everyone is totally shocked by that. Last Thursday was Paul's 21st birthday and he had never drank before. Annoyingly enough, he had 13 drinks that night and was only buzzed- in the morning he didn't even have a headache. After 13 drinks, I would have been dead. Anyway, we celebrated his birthday at one of the Delis and Kate sort of invited herself which was the first thing that pissed me off. You don't invite yourself to someone's party unless you are a friend, which Kate isn't really. She probably thinks she is but I don't know if they do. So we get to the Delis and she is just a spaz the entire time. She is getting really drunk and a little out of hand. Then she starts drinking Paul's drinks that his friends were buying for him- very poor form so I yelled at her and I think she was a little offended. Then everything she did just annoyed me and I don't even know why. I left soon after that because everything had put in such a bad mood that I didn't want to ruin everyone else's fun. My friends told me later that the bartender yelled at her for underage drinking and threatened to kick them all out and Kate just kept on drinking. I kind off miss the logic there but whatever. I think she got sick that night because when she came back home she looked pretty bad.
On Saturday Kate went to DJ Dave's Club Camm party and kept making fun of me the entire time she was there. It was a little annoying but I really tried to not let it bother me. In the process, I kept going over to Bill's room to get away from her and now I think he is annoyed with me. That makes me very sad because I like Bill a lot. He is Paul's big and I thought we got along really well but now I'm not sure. Something else that is bothering me is that it seems like Kate wants to become an Alpha groupie. I am probably just being selfish and not wanting to share but I don't want her to hang out with them all the time. I don't want them to start liking her more than they like me. It will make me very sad. Besides it has taken me a year and a half to get as close to some of them as I hope I am.
Rush has been really hectic for me especially since the schedule has been changed. There is only one day off and I am really tired. I am sure that all the girls that come in think I am so boring because I'm not that talkative right now. It is hard to have a conversation with a complete stranger and try to make it remotely interesting when you are concentrating on not yawning in their face. I don't really have much more to say since my sorority has been my focus for a while. I just wanted to drop a line to everyone out there. See ya later. Buh-Bye.
Caitlyn :)
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