Hey everyone, how are you all doing? This week has been so awful for me and it is only Wednesday. What the hell is that? I auditioned for a modern dance company at W & M called Orchesis today but I messed up a little. I am not that disappointed though because most of the people in Orchesis have been dancing since they were like 3 and I started dancing when I came to college. I did gymnastics forever but there isn't that much dance involved in that. I don't think I will make it into Orchesis, but for me, it was only important that I had tried. I only wanted to prove to myself that I could do it and I guess I have already done that. Yeah me!
I am definitely having problems with one of my apartments mates Kate. The situation is weird because one second she is absolutely great and the next, all she can do is insult me and make me feel like absolute shit. What is really strange is that Kate only insults me. And no, this is not my paranoia, one of my other apartments mates agrees with me. I don't really understand what is going on- I don't know if it is just her personality and she is very blunt, or if I am just continually pissing her off. I don't really know what to say because some of the time she is really nice to me. I think my roommate is getting a little annoyed at her also because Kate is always asking her to buy her alcohol because Kate isn't 21 yet. I don't think asking is the right word- Kate tells her that she NEEDS alcohol and I guess it is assumed that my roommate will go buy her some. That is probably ok every other week or so, but we have only been here like a week and a half and we have already bought alcohol twice.
Something that is making the apartment a little strained is that Sorority rush starts tomorrow(Thursday). I am really stressed about this, though I am not really sure why. Two of the girls living in the apartments are in my sorority so all of us will be trying to get ready all at the same time. Fun. I am so tired of all the meetings we have had since we got back to school so I am glad that Rush is about to start. The rush schedule has been changed a million times and now there are less days off- only one, so I know I am going to be so exhausted.
Now that I have bitched for a while, some good things have actually happened. Today I had my Anatomy Lab- it was so exciting!! Today we took the skin off the thigh of our cadavers and looked at all the muscles in the top part of the thigh. I was really nervous before the lab because I was a little bit squeamish about cutting into a dead body. But as soon as the leg was cut open, everything was so cool and it became like a project. I really had a lot of fun. Tomorrow is my boyfriend's 21st birthday and he has NEVER drank before. He is going to get so smashed. His big talked me into doing a body shot for him and I am a little embarrassed. I don't want Paul to lick my neck in the middle of the Delis when he is totally gone. But I agreed to do it so I guess I will live. I don't really have much else to say. See ya!
Buh-Bye :)
Caitlyn
cxboyd@maila.wm.edu
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