Caitlyn Boyd

October 18, 1996

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Hi y'all(that was for you David B.), how is everything? If you sent me a message in the past couple of days, I just checked my e-mail today and something is wrong with me e-mail disk. I can receive messages but I can't send them, at least I don't think they were sent. So if you wrote me, I got them and I read them, I just don't think I can respond. I will get DJ Dave to fix everything for me.

I decided to post today because on Wednesday, I received a disturbing phone call from the standards chair of my sorority. The Standards chair told me that many people had told her and the pledge educator that I have been telling people that I am so upset I didn't get Sara as my little that I am going to give Christy a crappy clue week. I was so shocked - this is such a lie that I don't even know where to begin. I am sure that everyone knows how excited I am about clue week. You should see how many presents I have so far- I think they are awesome! I was upset for about an hour after I found out that Sara wasn't my little, but that wasn't because I was upset about who I got. I was upset that Sara had picked Courtney over me- and I think that is a normal feeling. I was pretty confident that I wouldn't get Sara anyway, so I was only setting myself up for a disappointment. Obviously, many people had to go to the Standards chair if she actually called me and that is what upsets me the most. I can't believe that people actually think these things about me. I may not be one for hiding my emotions but I would never be purposely mean to someone (except maybe Kate) like this. Even I have to say that I am not that much of a bitch. I am still upset today but there is nothing I can do so I am trying not to worry about it.

Speaking of littles and clue week, I have bought so much stuff. I am so excited about everything- Clue Week starts on Tuesday. Revelation is on Friday of Homecoming weekend so my big will be here. I hope everything goes well, I am a little worried that my little will be disappointed with me. I had to be on her list if we were matched up but I could have been last. I am trying to plan a great clue week so she will like me anyway, but that sort of feels like I am trying to buy her, which I am not. I know that I wasn't her first choice so I hope she isn't disappointed. Anyway, thanks for letting me complain yet again and I will talk to everyone later. Bye!

Caitlyn:)

cxboyd@maila.wm.edu

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