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I hate writing all of these
disclaimers but I feel it is necessary now because people are analyzing
everything I say and I don't want to give the wrong impression. I'm sorry
if this post is fragmented but I started this post at 9:30 and it is now
almost 1am. I had a potentially BIG fight with Rick and we just got off
the phone all made up. It is strange how someone can say one thing
meaning one thing and another person can interpret that as something
totally different. That is what just occured between us. And I think that
holds some truth here on the site. I was not trying to elisite symphathy
or pity from people by what I was writing. I am not sure what people were
refering to with that but I assume it had something to do with the post I
wrote about my ex-boyfriend from high school. I gave people information
as exactly that- background information to help explain what I was
feeling. At least that was my intention- obviously some people missed
that. When I started writing for the site, I saw it as sort of a game- it
was fun but I didn't really think about people's reactions to what I was
saying. Dave always stressed that he wanted us to write with emotion and
write how we felt not just describe what happened. That was all I was
trying to accompolish. I really need to determine why I feel the site is
important and what I am hoping to achieve by all my posting. For this
reason, I have decided to take some time off and gather my thoughts
before I continue posting. I have discussed this Dave and Rick, and I
feel that it is necessary to state that I am not running from what DSK
and Angel have said, I just don't find the UC enjoyable right now. I felt
tremendously worse on Monday though, and my better mood is due to all the
wonderful posts you wrote. Thank you all so much- you have really made
this experiance bearable and you all are just great. I hope to talk to
y'all soon. Take care.
Caitlyn Boyd
cxboyd@maila.wm.edu
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