Caitlyn Boyd

February 16, 1997


Hello. Yet again I find out how much everyone loves me-sarcasism in case you missed it. I am writing this because this is not worth it anymore. I am so tired of people reading all this horrible stuff into what I write. What I wrote wasn't rumor, but information I had gotten from someone who knew. So I didn't just make up something and pass it on. Everyone keeps telling me that I'm so "vindictive" and "conniving" and I really didn't notice this aspect in what I was saying. Yes, I actually am that stupid and unaware.

And it seems I didn't explain myself very well in my last post. When I said that I asked Jack about it before, I meant a couple MONTHS before. Not just recently. I asked him why he doesn't tell us about his dates, not about this person in particular. Also, I didn't know this was such a secret... I don't want to sound stupid, but it's not like anyone told me "Don't talk about this", and I didn't think I was doing anything wrong. He didn't even say anything to me about it... I found out through some of my sorority sisters.

Also, I am so sick of people who hate me for something in the past, like Courtney but what the fuck I did to her I will never know, and letting that explode on the DA. Whatever. If you all hate me so much, then why even read my page? I know there are people on the DA that I absolutely hate, that are the hugest bitches, that I would not be at all sad if they never posted again on the DA but do I write what a huge bitch they are- no. I don't read their posts because I know they will irritate me. Everyone things I am so awful and I just don't see. I am not trying to get pity. People take honesty in my writing for bitchiness and shyness in my personality as me being elitist.

So whatever, you fuckers want to win - well you have. This is not worth my time even. I have decided to leave it up to the popular vote. If you want me to keep posting, write that on the DA. If you don't want me to keep posting, write that on the DA. I may sound angry but I am hurt, not that some of you care, and just tired of hoping that every week someone won't decide it's time to bash Caitlyn again.

For those of you who like me, sorry for my anger.

For those of you who don't like me, whatever.


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