Now that I have gone off on that tangent, I will talk about something more interesting, at least to me. One of my roommates got a job today at some financial company. It made me realize that I DON'T HAVE A JOB YET!!!! And what is worse is that I don't really care. What is wrong with me? I am applying for another job that my Biochem prof. told us about. There is a prof and EVMS (Eastern VA Med School) who is running 28 research projects and needs some student assistants. He is looking for people with a science background, preferable pre-meds who either didn't get into schools or want to take a year off. Well if that description doesn't fit me, I don't know what does. I don't think I will get the job because I don't have any research experiance but I would be stupid not to apply. Pam told me that she was looking for summer jobs were you go to an academic summer camp and teach something. I think that sounds really interesting so I am going to look into that for the summer. I really have no idea what I am doing next year and I feel like I am the only one. Mandy got into optometry school in Boston, Paul has a job, my roommate has a job- everyone has a job. Oh, well- I don't think I should get all worked up about this because I won't do any good. Hopefully I will get my butt in gear and find something soon.
When I read on the DA that Madeline was getting married, it started me thinking about all that kind of stuff. Madeline is far braver than I(just for you Rick). I could never get married right now. I still think of myself as a kid. Two of my friends from my freshman hall are getting married- one on June 21 and one on June 28. I am in one of them- I am a bridesmaid. Even with that, I feel like it is sort of a game. I get to dress up and be in the wedding but I know I will not be ready to get married for at least another 5 years. I don't even want to think about it before then. When I thought about myself getting married, I always thought I would be 30 or so. Now I think about it a little younger, but no younger than 28. I just think I will need time for me as selfish as that sounds. When you get married, that's it. I don't think I am mature enough to make a decision like that. Even if I have found the right person in Paul, he doesn't even want to live with me so I think we are VERY far from anything more.
Well, this weekend is my formal- I am so excited. I am going with Craig since Paul is djing and I just can't wait. Love you Craig- you are the best. I always have fun when I am with Craig. Though this time, I will not get nudie after the formal. I have gained a little weight and I am embarrassed of my body, even around Paul. Also I don't want to scare Madeline's date Michael, who I just love. Michael is a froshie and an Alpha pledge- he is so cute, I love him or did I already mention that! And no, he hasn't seen me naked. He knows all the stories though because Jack is fond of telling people that you would be hard pressed to find an Alpha that hasn't seen me naked. That is because Jack says that during beach week I ran around the house naked. I know I was naked in the hottub because it was my idea to get naked. But the house stuff- I distinctly remember a towel! Anyway, that is another story and I have to study for my exam. Take care everyone. Bye.
Caitlyn :)
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